Blank mind...........................

yesterday night come bac late round 12am.....Tiring...

Tis morning feel wake up at 4am....Thn continue sleep but cant sleep well..

until 6 someting....I wait my cousin brother to wake up but weird Y he will not wake up le???

Now 4 him is school holiday..No wonder la....

I prepare myself 2 bath but get hot water kena my hand....Pain le...Haiy....

I late to school...They having presentation....Luckily at last group hv someting tat attractive me...

Not bad 4 tat good....

After class...I went to find Mr G...Dunno y my mind today cant stop tinking and tinking....Wat am I tinking about???I oso dunno..........

Actually i promise my dear join her brutta 4 sing K...But badly I last minutes reject her...

Sorry my dear dear!!!!!!!!!!!!

I take good rest in d afternoon.....Somemore is raining day.....

Yesterday, my fren Ah B came bac from Singapore....

So lucky I din hv dance practice thn go hv lunch wit her....

I do enjoy lot cuz reali long time din c her lu.....

After gathering, I hv chat wit my fren....

I reali dunno how?????

Y izit cant be couple thn fren oso cannot be anymore???

Izit I 2 selfish?Juz tink bout myself....

I do feel I change lot compare last time...

Maybe wat I say is different from wat I do......

I noe I d 1 who hurt u...But I reali dunno wat I can do anymore...

Sometime someting I din mention not mean lie at u....

but in ur heart since u say me a lier thn juz continue be......

My selfishness made u hurt badly...

Sorry????

tis word no longer sui u cuz u say is useless le...

but wat can I do?????

I juz wish be good fren wit u onli........izit vv hard???

or u all d while is also me wiling onli???or izit forcing u???

I reali wish be fren wit u....I noe I'm not a good gal....

I noe I din appreciate all d ting tat u did 4 me....

I oso noe d reason I gv u is not reasonable...............

But my heart..................

I do remember tat I wish to be wit u and I told my best fren be4.....

but just suddenly my feeling change.....

I tink tat izit u r my mr right???Or is not???

I reali dunno.....

My heart does not feel good bout how u treat urself...........

I cant do.............cant do anytin................

I'm hurting d 1 who I care vv much and is my vv best fren......

4me..I will oways treat u as my best fren...

I noe u cannot accept it.....

I reali dunno how!!!!!