Back again!

The feeling back again...
Scare and worry feeling back again...

I'm not happy in my dancing recently..
Next week will have a performance but this 2 day feel like I'm wasting my time sitting there and wait for noting and at the end just practice for awhile.
I can feel the feeling is not there.
We do is just for the request and the money.

I really felt so disappointed.
I will ask izit i'm the one who din did well in everything.
My dancing and my love life....

I'm felt that I'm a failure...

♥ Lovely Date ♥

26/5/2010~ Thursday

Finally this day have arrive...
huhuhu...
I can meet with my dear after I waiting him for 3 weeks.
My dear is in KL cuz he have to settle some stuff in his college.
Meanwhile he spend his one day time with me too..
I can say that i'm patient enough to wait him for 3 weeks without seeing each other..
Hahahaha...

1st destination would be Garden, Zanmai..
He suggest to have lunch at there...
Due to some our government having some sort of function in Midvalley,

we almost spend half an hour to look for a car park..
Start from 11++ till 12++ only can get our car park...
Swt...
Anyway, better thn nothing..

Yeah!!!
We in Zanmai....
Zanmai really a japanese restaurant which you can get an extreme satisfaction from their food..
Is really delicious...
One word for them
"BRAVO"
My dear and I really enjoy it very much..

next, we are doing some shopping in midvalley.
We went to Watson and I help him to grab some sunblock.
He really get a very serious sunburn..
So I get him 2 sunblock..
One for face and another is for body...
We headed back home after shopping to get some rest..

Before we went, we hardly decide what to eat.
So we cal miss Ding to ask for her opinion.
But at last we din eat what she choose.
Anyway thank you very much to her also..
Finally we choose our 2nd destination is Pavilion, Dragon-I..

小笼包...Must eat d....

Movie time!!!
Watching IP man 2 with my dear..
Camwhore while we waiting....

He look so funny....

After movie, both of us saw something awesome..

We saw 4 cars which extremely yeng.

Really like what we see in Transformer..

Wow...cool man!!!!

Some one surprise me who is my dad..

He allow my dear overnight in my house..

Huray....

Its really a happy date for me...

hahahaha...

27/5/2010 ~ Friday

This morning, we went to OLD Town at Taman Midah to have our breakfast..

OLD TOWN AGAIN~~~~~~~~

My dear want charge phone so got no choice d...

But anyway is a lovely breakfast for me before he go bac to terengganu...

Time passes so fast..

Is time to say good bye to him...

Sob Sob..

I dunno whn to meet him d...

Juz wait ba....

Suck day..........

Boring.....
other than this I dun really know what words that I can use....
I found that my life bit dull recentyl..
Go uni - class - bac home - sleep/doing nothing...
Really sien lo.....
Maybe cuz I longer compete..
I can say my mind totally blank d...

I feel like I cant have my life continue be like this anymore...
Planning to go penang this sat..
But too bad....
Due to the mistakes that my dad had did, i have to cancel my trip.
He going to penang on fri but my lovely darling Yoko is not free.
That my trip ruined....

Feeling like bit bad luck today..
On the way I walk to take LRT...
I saw a man take off his pants and masturbating..
Elo...
pls la...
want do also go back home la...
Another man I saw him at chan sow lin station..
Can see he din really wear any underwear inside...
Cuz can see his little bro clearly although he is wearing a pants which bit tight...

Today alone attend B.Com class..
In the class, I realise the presentation that d group did look so familiar.
cuz they are presenting expo writting which I took it in last semester.
The main point is they juz use not more thn 1hour to present But me use 4 months to study it..
Swt gao gao.....

What a DAY............

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This product is from
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Its a very good product which is suitable for all skin types.
This product can control oil and it can maintain for 8 hours


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Please dont hesistate to ask...
Email me if you are interested : eunice_ng88@yahoo.com
Or you can leave your commentd.
Hope to hear from you.

$$$$$

Money money money...
My mind all is money...
hahahahahaa....

I want to have some part time job to get some money...
But no job come to me...
Sad...

I plan to work in starbucks if they need baristar..
But my condition is special...
I feel that they wont hired me...
cuz they will facing pressure tactics..
Which I learn this from written discourse...
some fren reconmmend me to be a tuition teacher..
Can I manage ma??
Cuz i have some bad experience on it...

Haiy..this cannot, tat cannot..
No need do la...
Save by myself...
dun spend so much....
and dun think too much...
dun expect too much also....

At Last......

I finally can throw away the heavy bag that I already carry for a period of time..
Eunice Wen no longer dancing in the competition anymore..
Due of some reason which is private and confidential...
Hahahahha..
Dun gv chance for you guys to 8....

When I know this at that moment and at that time..
I really dunno know what to react and what my feeling is...
I thought I will have a happy mood at that time..
But un fortunately is a sad mode for me.
I cry for it...
Y???
I thought I really wan to take off this heavy bag..
But the feeling is totally different..
I will hv a not willing let go feeling deep inside my heart..
But anyhow I know WHY this is happen thn is enough..
un willing also have to....

Now is time for me really concentrate in my studies..
And can have time hang around with my buddies and even look for part time...
Juz forget all those unhappy thing ba...

Like wat they say....
You already know this will happen soon...
So juz let go ba....
At least you enjoy it before..

2nd of may is the happiest competition I ever had...
Thanks you guys supporting me at that moment..
I really very enjoy it..
This feeling I will keep it deeply in my heart..
Thanks my sweety Yoko, small Nicholas, Aunty Susan, slyvia lots of them supporting me...
Thanks to my instructor yen chin and derek teaching me lots...
Thank you so much......

Lonely Journey

I really can know the feeling.....
Wat feeling???
Lonely Feeling......

Me alone walking all the way to KL sentrel....
on the way walking listen to a song " Finally found someone"
Really made me feel upset and emo....

I'm thinking of you...
Where ya??? What ya doing there????
Can you come bac ma????
I really damn miss you.....

Although just a few days you away from me...
But the feeling like you are far away from me for a period of time...
Really wish ya come bac...

Can you appear infront of me by tomorrow???
I dun think it will come true....
Waiting ya bac...