Is so not me..

Holly shit..What had I did last night??
I totally can't imagine that..
Fucking tipsy..
Secondly is bit emo saw him with other girl...

I don't know what had I did....
when I reach home, I talk to someone and I know something from me.
make me more emo....
Damn holly shit I don't wish people know bout it...

Fuck off..........
there like no secret in between all of you..

FUCK..........

Who you think you are????

Can anyone lend me his or her shoulder to me???
I'm not happy...
My heart feeling pain again....
So wish to run away....
to somewhere is far from you...

I still cant let it go yet....
cant.....
I'm trying hard to do so....
but yet still suffering in pain...

I was too soft.....
All the memories was in my head reflash back every moment that have went through..
Is just memories......

because I know I cant take one more steps towards you anymore.....

I'm back

It's been a long time I din update my blog...
Omgosh...I saw dust on my blog....
hahahahaha...

What Eunice doing recently????
Wow....
Interesting.....

Busy with assignments..
Legalz performances
dance practice...
D3 (Devil dukes dodgettes) cheer practice...
Bangkok competition
and now busy with final assignments...
and not forget to hv fun in club too....

hahahaha....
really a busy routine I had....
I guess I able to overcome ba..

Its been 2 weeks after I back from bangkok..
Honestly speaking...I really din enjoy much in Bangkok...
I guess the most satisfaction I get is the 5 hours shopping in Platinum shopping mall...
I get lot stuffs in 5 hours.... Vv geng le...
hahahahaha.....

Now busy with assignments...
I guess will update more bout me...
I want make my life interesting......

I miss club....
I wan club with Legalz.....

Sleepless night...

Last night, I totally cant sleep at all....
Just feeling very hot even thought the fan is facing on me...

My heart din feel calm for whole night even though I am exhausted after dance practice....
Sigh******


Had a weird feeling in my heart...
A fear and scare feeling....

Gonna be a great start....

Recently I found out that I quite a weird person.
Something that I do know is bad and know it was a trap..
But I do tend to fall in d trap willingly..
How stupid am I...Haha....

Lots of things frustrated me recently...
It should say that things are easy to be settle,
But I tend to make it complicated....

In another way should say that I'm not open enough ba....
Sometime whn u go to have fun, really have to be open..
Or else u will not enjoy at all and add on troubles...

So....
Be open ba....

Haiy bad thing happen which is my Fon SD card damage...
Omg...
All my photos were inside....
Sob sob....
Now waiting that to be recover and hope it can be fully recover...

Yeah!!!!
Going have my first tv commercial shooting...
Pray to god hope everything will be going on smoothly...
We gonna rock ya...
Yeah yeah !!!!!!

没有灵魂的我。。。。

从去年年尾到今年的二月。。。。
我都不懂自己是怎样过生活。。。

我不懂自己是谁了。。。
静雯以经不见了。。。。
自己对某些事情也失去理智。。。
尤其是爱情。。。

我真的对爱情一无所知了。。
躯体还在，可是灵魂已经不在了。。。

一个没有灵魂的人还算是人吗？？

够了！！！！

我不是你要我来就来。
要我走就走。
我不体谅，我不站在你的情况想。。
那为什么我要选时间大电话给你。。。。

你回来没有跟我说几时。。。
我就象傻婆的打电话给你。。
你却不接。。。
你把我弄到象人家包的人。。。

我受够了。。。。
你们俩太自私。。。。

说我给压力。。
你呢？？？？
我的心每天都在痛。。。
就象一针一针的刺进我心里。。。

真的很够。。。。。
很够。。。。。。

我不想在受这些委屈了。。。。

够了！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

This is for you...

I dunno what i should say to you...
Really very upset for the genting trip...
I dunno what your feeling when going there with me...
I know i did badly to you...
Now i deserve back the same thing from you cuz her...

I accept...
I deserve...
Ya she and u 3 yrs....Me just nothing to you...

U need time...
Sorry I cant whole up myself and i guess i wanna to let go u.
I cant noe what u think and i guess will not hv any improvement with u..

Letting everything to fate????
I will go to achieve what i want...
cuz u had try the disappointment..
I think I really not as lucky as ur ex...
They able to hv u as their bf...
Ya.she is the one u love..

I will let go and will go off silently...
I scare I keep on continue like that i will going on crazy...

Friends???????

What friends are actually???
I really dun understand...

My feeling to you.....

My first time accompany him go for interview.
Can't imagine how smart can he be when he is in formal.
We have lunch at McDonald's and keep on chatting and make jokes with each other.
I have been trying hard to control myself not to let my tears drop from my eyes..
Although is been a time we had broke up but I still love him very much.....
So sweet whn he Feed me eating ice cream.....

People will say y want wasting time on a person who are not worth to do so and is already past...
But is really not easy to let go.
I really wish to ask are you cold-blooded?
Sometime I really cannot accept the fact that u can let go a person easily...
Thing had happen and this fact I had noe and have to accept it..
But the feeling is still here...what to do?
Just let this keep inside my heart.

Enjoy the lovely moment with him....
Even though sitting there for nothing just waiting for him to finish his interview, I do enjoy the time waiting him...
Maybe cuz I really love him deeply..